ugh, hormones

Took my first official day of "baby boot camp" today and paid up for the 6 month membership. The idea is that I can work out with other mommies and babies and have interaction, exercise, and fun. Miss Katie decided (as she did the last time we went) that she was miserable in her stroller and screamed for almost the entire time. My nerves were shot and then I began to cry too. Good times, working out, sweating, holding a 25 pound baby and crying. I found myself running between strollers, in a slalom fashion, with a screaming, crying baby in my arms, feeling like I wanted to crawl in a hole and cry. As if I thought there was no way to make exercise more miserable, I assure you, I've found it. Meredith, our super leader, let me calm down a bit and then came back and gave me some sage advice about toys and snacks....phew. Not the best way to start the workout routine. I will persevere, Katie will get used to seeing new faces and spending some time in her BOB, and hopefully, next workout will not include the tears streaming down my face. Ugh. I need a nap.